Sappy love jibberish

Burned by love?
Alone?
You've given up on love maybe?
You are right.
Everything you've ever learned I fear is true.
I hope not though.
I still have that typical dream of true love.
I feel like I'm in an episode of "The Twilight Zone" when it comes to love.
It's "Groundhog Day" and I keep hearing the same things and making the same errors.
The women are the same.
The faces change and that's all.
Sometimes I'll be looking in the face of a woman and there's attraction and the play begins.
I see entire relationships in seconds.
My mental computer screen flashes: "Ask her out."
I never do.
Delete!
Why should we waste our time?
The fantasy is always better.
Maybe I knew that as a child when I lived so many hours in my perfect world of imagination.
Knowledge makes me lonely.
The more I see married people, and the more I seek love, the further away I get from my dream.
There is no perfect love.
I don't think I can settle for less.
A friend of mine is on the eve of getting married.
Yesterday, I asked him, "Are you marrying your true love and soul-mate or is it just time to settle down?”
All color drained from his face as he turned pale.
It had never crossed his mind.
Knowledge is lonely.
I want to be the village idiot in love.
There are now 6 billion people on the planet.
That's 3 billion women to sift through to find "the one."
I'm worn out.
The last one I believed in looked me right in the eye and told me she felt nothing.
I saw two whole years of hopes and dreams vanish as a cloud of heartbreak gathered around me.
When I look in the mirror now all I can see is sadness deep behind my eyes that wasn't there before.
I feel.
I am human.
But sometimes I wish I was made of stronger stuff.
Adamantium comes to mind, like Wolverine and shit.
Flesh is weak.
When women see me they find lines but not valentines written all over my face.
I'm nobody's Mr. Right at this point.
And in the end we all sleep alone.
If you are reading this and don't understand it, I admire you.
I want to be you.
I want to know love.
I want to know what it's like to have true love looking back at me.
My search continues......