My fear of committment.
I don't like listening to new music or watching new movies - unless its under my own terms. This annoys my assistant and Jinheim to no end and completely perplexes my husband - but I can't explain it. I just don't like to committ.
I read movie spoilers. I wish I kept the conversation Jinheim and I had over it the other night - but its probably a good thing because I think he's still mad at me over it. =x First off, I don't get a chance to see rated R movies since we have a kiddo - its PG or nothing or a babysitter and 50 bucks. =x I remember a couple months ago he im'd me about a movie. He suggested I go out and rent 'Closer' starring Clive Owners, Julia Roberts, Jude Law and Natalie Portman. He said it was really great. My reply?
'No. Well maybe if I catch it on cable.'
I don't rent movies, I certainly won't go out and go to block buster. /shudder. Sometimes I buy them off of PPV but if I don't catch it on cable and dvr it, it's not happening. Of course there are some movies I'd move heaven and earth to see - mostly sci fi or horror...but here's another story about sci fi concerning my husband, Veb.
'Why won't you watch it? It's Sci fi? I don't understand.'
'I don't want to committ. Just tell me about it.'
'BUT WHY NOT JUST WATCH IT.'
'No.'
He's talking about Battlestar Gallactica. I have watched it with him, bits and pieces mostly. It is a really good show - I just don't feel like committing to a new series. I'm in the middle of watching Arrested Development, which he's lucky I even consented to watch, and just finished up Columbo season 5.
I don't know WHY really - its a weird complex I developed. Take 'The Shield' - quite possibly one of the best written, riveting series ever made - but its just too disturbingly real for me to watch. I have emotional issues watching that series. There's too much rape. I'm all for physical violence but not rape. That's another story.
I dont know, that's the type of movie/tv watcher I am. I'll watch Law and Order till the cows come home, but just the repeats I haven't seen. =x
I also don't watch much tv anymore, mainly because you do have to commit so much time to a series, getting to know the characters and story background to really enjoy it. I'd rather turn on an old, even tired, favorite (ER comes to mind) than try to get to know a new show (Six Degrees). But I've got too many other things to do with my time these days, and it's difficult enough to just sit and watch tv, even when I'm watching something I love (Grey's Anatomy). So I don't...
well its a good thing but to a point i guess
i will always stay to same brand because i trust it
i stayed in failing guilds because i could not leave them and feel like i abandoned them
i stayed in a bad marriage for too many years
i dont like to drive other peoples cars only mine...
the list goes on
I am fiercly loyal, almost to a fault =X
I have a hard time giving up my time to a movie or tv show - since I have so little free time it seems silly to surrender it. There are too many other ways to get entertianment - the DVR, DVD, Tape etc. Hell you can even download whole movies off the net and it is all there waiting for me when I am ready...
My one and only TV show this season is House. Sure I have caught NCIS the past two Tuesdays because House isnt on (stoopid baseball!) but thats it. I can veg in front of Food Network, Law & Order or random good movies, but I refuse to go to movies I dont want to see or try to catch series that may suck. bleh!
I would rather read a book or pr0n.
DVR's help alot when it comes to commiting to a series..
'Here you go. These are cherry.'
My eyes narrow.
'OH look, they have sour apple candy corn.'
I take a deep breath and ask her if she's out of her mind.
'Its candy corn!'
'No...it isn't. That is an abomination. That is insulting and unholy. Do you NOT know me by now? I'm not committing to new candy. That's just not happening.'
'Yes yes, I know. No committing.'
'You're fired.'
'I know.'
We eventually found the candy corn, after asking like 4 workers and crying in the candy aisle. My quirks make me fun and special...that's what I keep telling myself. =D
...well, maybe I'd spare my grandmother, but I would dispose of the others in order to view my most beloved of all shows.
At the same time, BG is a show with a complex storyline that builds show to show and season upon season. If I didn't see it from the beginning and love it, I'm not sure how I could incorporate catching up and keeping up into my busy life. In between work, home, and all those damned kidney stones who has the time for even such a magnificent artistic and cultural achievement as Battlestar Galactica. In retrospect I'm glad I built everything else in my life around it.