Awww hun, you need someone to come over and tuck you into bed and watch your little ones while you take a nice nap. It must totally suck to be doing this on your own... esp with all the hormones that you deal with so soon after having a baby. Any time you need to let off some of that pressure, you can do it here without guilt... and swear much and often, I am SURE it helps :D
*huggles*
Blowing off steam
No worries... I don't think I included bewbies or anything nsfw, but I'm checking over my post for swears. Please feel free to move if I'm in the wrong spot.
Barely Coherent Vent Alert! (be forewarned, poster took vicodin forty five minutes prior to writing this)
Alright... I need to blow off some steam, so if I need to go make an art after, please let me know. I'm just sitting here at quarter past three in the morning, trying my best to cope here.
My husband is overseas, which I could easily have handled when I had no children... or even just my daughter. Now as my one month old son lays beside me on the floor- yes, no freaking crib due to the movers coming today. I'm starting to feel really brittle. I'm getting to do all the legwork to move my family to our next duty station. I had oral surgery where they pulled out three teeth, all molars... yesterday. Oh yes, and I wasn't put under since I had to drive myself to and from. The novocain didn't work well either. I'm eating left over soft tacos with chicken, and praying that I don't have to chew. I can't bring myself to write a decent paragraph either, and my grammar is.. pardon the expression, sucking. I'm abusing periods willy nilly too.
"I am is about to punches someone."
Thanks for reading if you did... if you didn't, well you won't see this portion or any of it besides the title and a tiny bit of preview text. I am just trying to get some steam out while the house is silent, my food is waiting, and the vicodin hasn't floored me yet,
tamaelia
18 years ago
ROzbeans
18 years ago
Man that sucks =( You don't have any friends helping you out with your move? I would have planned that oral surgery for the next base though =/ Yikes. /hug
SnowDragon
18 years ago
So sorry to hear about all the problems going on all at once. Hopefully it will get better. Feel free to vent all you want. We all need to and we all understand. /hugs
Adiene
18 years ago
ugh that sucks~! *hugs* I know the feeling oh to well hehe
My hubby has always been there when we did all that stuff though so I guess I am lucky in that department.. I think I would loose my mind if he were not =(
My hubby has always been there when we did all that stuff though so I guess I am lucky in that department.. I think I would loose my mind if he were not =(
MoonLily
18 years ago
tamaelia: A nap would be very welcome at this point, but I'm settling for my mom helping out then taking us home with her for a few weeks. I'm going to have to settle for typed/written swearing, because I've already expanded my daughter's four letter vocabulary more than I ever meant to /embarassed:oops:
The swears feel so invigorating! Though the appeal is lost when you're at a drive-thru and your toddler yells "sh*t":shakefist: add an I instead of the asterisk please... when the person asks if we want anything else. I nearly died laughing....:lmao
Roz: I have friends... bunches of 'em. Half or more are online only though and no real help other than for letting off steam... and the other half are either off on vacation or deployed. Man do I sound like a loser or what today? /snicker
As for the oral surgery, they wouldn't clear me to travel to the next duty station until after I'd had it. I would have gotten it done sooner but first I was pregnant, then they made me wait until atleast a month out from delivery. I'm feeling pretty good today though, but stitches in the mouth are very annoying.
SnowDragon: It's gonna get better.... I am checking into a motel for two weeks then going to my mothers until the birthday in september. Then we hop the pond and reunite with my other, significantly saner half.
Adiene: I think my mind got lost a while back... I'm starting to feel owed a nice dinner and bubble bath once this whole PCS is over.
Everyone: /major hugs :ghug:ghug:ghug
I really appreciate the sympathy, understanding, and especially the hugs. It's also nice to not be told "wah, cry about it" when I'm about ready to crack. Kinda makes things seem a little easier. Thanks again, so very much!.
The swears feel so invigorating! Though the appeal is lost when you're at a drive-thru and your toddler yells "sh*t":shakefist: add an I instead of the asterisk please... when the person asks if we want anything else. I nearly died laughing....:lmao
Roz: I have friends... bunches of 'em. Half or more are online only though and no real help other than for letting off steam... and the other half are either off on vacation or deployed. Man do I sound like a loser or what today? /snicker
As for the oral surgery, they wouldn't clear me to travel to the next duty station until after I'd had it. I would have gotten it done sooner but first I was pregnant, then they made me wait until atleast a month out from delivery. I'm feeling pretty good today though, but stitches in the mouth are very annoying.
SnowDragon: It's gonna get better.... I am checking into a motel for two weeks then going to my mothers until the birthday in september. Then we hop the pond and reunite with my other, significantly saner half.
Adiene: I think my mind got lost a while back... I'm starting to feel owed a nice dinner and bubble bath once this whole PCS is over.
Everyone: /major hugs :ghug:ghug:ghug
I really appreciate the sympathy, understanding, and especially the hugs. It's also nice to not be told "wah, cry about it" when I'm about ready to crack. Kinda makes things seem a little easier. Thanks again, so very much!.
ROzbeans
18 years ago
/hug I completely sympathize, Lily. I had to prepare, sell, pack, move into storage our house in washington while Mike was away doing his 1 year unattended. I had to drive 3hrs back down to see it get packed up...again. It's not fun, not by a long shot. lol
FyreGarnett
18 years ago
oh man - i'm glad things are looking better. i hope they continue to do so!
And stop editing for swear words! Use the fuckin things! Do like a few others around here and just posta whole string of them. will make you feel much better!!
And stop editing for swear words! Use the fuckin things! Do like a few others around here and just posta whole string of them. will make you feel much better!!